I’ve always wanted to write a book about my life but always felt I was too busy to do and no would really care to read but I find myself in an alternative space in my mind. Kind of floating between reality and suicidal fantasy. So I think to myself maybe I need to get this out before my thoughts completely erase. I have given myself till the 15th of december to find a new place, and a couple of orgasms from masturbating and a pint of ice cream later I’m still loopy about this situation. My roommate happens to be the ex-girlfriend of famous actress michelle rodriguez. I thought it was bullshit until I googled it and yeah she definitely pressed charges against the actress for assault but later dropped them. She claims she has nudey pics of her. I want to look at them but I felt that would be a little perverted. But then again she offered to show them. I guess as proof or something *shrugs* I haven’t really enjoyed our roommate experience as her house is not to my standards of cleanliness and her now “baby daddy”, who looks like the prettiest Colombian gay man I’ve ever seen, has been whooping her ass. I think she needs to re-evaluate her life. Not to mention clean her house. Her 8 month baby was in the hospital for a week from a staph infection! YIKES! Those things are contagious and makes me more eager to leave. But the question is where? And being that is the holidays and I have yet to buy presents let alone pay my cell phone bill, I don’t know how I’m going to pull this off. I’m glad I’m spending almost 2 weeks in Georgia for Christmas so I can relax and finally see my family after years of avoidance…I would love to move to brooklyn and bathe in its cultural artistic aroma buuuutttt that’s a bit of a distance to travel. Then there is always Georgia with my aunt. Nuff said don’t get me wrong I love my aunt to death and my best friend in the world is down there but I am not a southern girl and never will be. Besides what would SNATCH do without me ^_^. I guess I’m just here left to my own devices. Probably draw & drink some tequila until the light of sun kisses the horizon whispering me to wake up because it is now morning, another day to piss my life away. Till then…